Lifted up and then dropped heavily....

ok today sth nice happened to me....then something bad happened to me.....dunno what I should feel....happy or sad....

sometimes I feel like no matter how hard I work...the grades are not coming...I know that there are lots of people who are smarter than me and/or work harder than me....but sometimes I really think that I've tried my best given the circumstances.....and yet the results are so disheartening...for instance...my German...and today...my Signals....results can only be described as abysmal...

Well thanks goes out to Jiali and Charles for the encouragement....haha...too bad i still din do well for signals...... what our lecturer C.C. Ko said was correct...."Learning Signals is a lot like riding a bicycle, watching people do it and doing it yourself is different..."....He always manage to come out with some philosophical remarks that really crack the class up...like today's classic remark about Discrete Forier Transform and ideal boy/girls.....Now that's a fun and hardworking lecturer who cares for the students...can't say the same for 2012 Ana. methods of ECE's Hari Garg.....wat an a**hole...someday i must potato sack him and give it to him....lol...i'll be masked of course....

Today I found out that one of my tutorial classmate's name is Chua Lilin....haha...couldn't resist the urge to ask her whether she's Tsai Yilin's sister....well...I'm just lame...can't help it...

What the.....這樣也行....-_-|||

http://www.savetoby.com/

Came across this site thru a forwarded email.....haha....didn't know
that threats like this would work....what a test on the resolve[and
wallet] of animal right activists and animal lovers alike...However...
personally I would never donate to shameless people like this who
threaten to harm animals in exchange for money....No guts at all...
go get yourself a pair... just really absurd...Maybe one day Man
would finally learn to respect other life forms....when the Martians come....Muhahaha~~~ok i admit i'm going nuts...

While you're at it...here's a couple more...seems like the Germans
beat him to this idea.....and baby seals for dinner,anyone?
http://www.krohm.net/paul.htm
http://www.petsorfood.com/index.shtml

[馬路新聞一則] 期末到了...大家讀書重要但身體也要顧ㄚ

熬夜準備研討會 中原大學36歲副教授猝死
2005-03-29 16:36／記者蕭化明、甘嘉雯、黃啟洞／桃園報導

原大學資料管理系副教授李志宏，因為籌劃四月份在上海舉辦的一場學術研討會，常熬夜準備資料，昨天在學校進行碩士班論文初審時，因體力不支倒地，送醫不治。

還來不及整理的資料將辦公室裡堆著滿滿地，系上的學生紅著眼眶幫幫李志宏副教授整理打包，現年才36歲的李志宏從中央大學資料管理系畢業後就到中原大學擔任系上的副教授。

4月份代表學校要在上海舉辦的學術研討會，因此常常熬夜準辦相關業務資料，昨天學校舉辦碩士班論文初審，因體力不支倒地送醫不治。消息傳回系上，學生對副教授突然過世都感訝異` 校方也表示會從優撫恤。

[每日一笑] Joke of the day

潦倒中年漢獨自在海邊漫步，忽然踢到硬物，低頭一看是盞油燈。
他拾起來，用衣袖拭掉上面的沙，巨大的燈神出現。
中年漢問：「是不是有三個願望？」
燈神答：「不，那是童話慣用的誇張手法，我只能為你達成一個願望。」
中年漢提出要求：「我很想去美國大峽谷旅行，但是怕乘飛機；
朋友提議坐郵輪，我卻怕暈船。你可不可建一條大橋，連接臺灣和美國？」
燈神罵道：「神經病！你可知造一條這麼長的橋，需要多少鋼鐵水泥？
不可能的事我不做，你再想一個較實際的願望吧！」
中年漢說：「我結過三次婚，又離過三次婚，每任妻子都怪我不了解她。
你能不能令我開竅，明白女人不講話時，腦子裡究竟在想些什麼？
說『不需要』的時候其實想要什麼？」
燈神嘆一口氣道：「那條跨太平洋大橋，你要雙線還是四線車道？」

我新的座右銘

一個人如果沒有夢想,那跟鹹魚有啥兩樣? ^_^ ~摘自星爺語錄

one more...."Self pity is a useless emotion."

Bird n master.....

 


This one's called Charlie, actually he's paired with another birdie,but she's passed away years ago after laying eggs in the winter.

Neue Schuhen fuer SGD 80 (50% off)

 


My friend helped me get these new kicks from a World of Sport Sale....AND1 shoes were heavily discounted.....a lot of items were selling at half price! including this pair..for those of you who don't play basketball you've probably never heard of this brand coz it's a brand specially catered to basketball players. Why is it called AND1? Well there's a story behind it....When a player gets fouled while attempting a shot and makes the shot, he gets to go to the charity stripe(free-throw line) for a free throw while the shot he made when he was fouled counts....If he makes the free throw as well he completes a three-point play....1 addtional to the normal two....thus it's called AND1.....

Now I'm trying not to buy Nike shoes because they sell shoes at outrageous prices and most of the shoes are probably made by oppressed child laborers in SEA sweatshops...Hey Nike if you're gonna rip us off...that's ok...but don't exploit the child laborers.....So that's why I try not to buy Nike shoes....makes me feel guilty wearing them no matter how good they look....Plus AND1 shoes aren't half bad,good design and real comfortable to wear...plus...this color goes great with my NJC jersey....haha....feeling nostalgic about my JC playing days where I get to order around people during drills and make them run laps....hehe.....though the NJ basketball team sucked like a vacuum...(no thanks to me)the comradre and team spirit
was there....By the end of my JC career, I've only played in 6 official tournaments(NJ always gets eliminated at the first round)....Score tally? About a total of 15 points on around 5/8 shooting...a couple of free throws,several assists and some rebounds....Not glamorous at all...but at least I did my best...quite a lot of my teammates would be coming to NUS next semester....haha....When we play together again I'll make sure they have their ass handed to them...

{轉貼} 一個國軍弟兄的甘苦談，真是太爆笑了........周日雙重篇幅~~~~~

一個國軍弟兄的甘苦談，真是太爆笑了........

接採買軍官近一個月 已近尾聲
在這邊特別把我自己的一點心得整理出來
提供有需要的弟兄參考

部隊伙房烹煮的菜色菜餚和一般自助餐相差無幾
相差無幾的只是外型和名稱
味道和口感就賣哥共阿
為什麼煮得不好吃?
不是故意煮不好吃 實在是人太多 伙房兵太少
一般中午用餐時間是12:00
打飯班會在10:30左右到餐廳開始作業
伙房最慢的出菜時間必須是11:20
而伙房早上開始作業時間是9:00左右
每餐的開伙人數約是700人
兩個多小時要煮700人份的菜 陸軍標準菜色
四菜一湯一水果加白米飯
以我們單位而言 伙房兵總共三個人 三個人輪流休假
也就是說要兩個人在兩個小時內煮700人份的四菜一湯和白米飯
這麼短的時間能煮得出來 大家應該要感動得邊吃邊哭才對
你還要要求他們煮得好吃 靠背 你怎麼不叫他們自盡阿~

但是 眾所皆知 我們國軍完全是不明事理 聽不懂人話
新兵只會抱怨和申訴 長官只會要求和懲處
可憐的是我們伙房和採買軍官
在這樣的情況下 如何做到面面俱到
阿兵哥一個人一天的伙食費約是50塊錢
注意一下 是一天不是一餐喔
一天就是三餐 三餐伙食費總共50塊
50吃三餐到底能吃什麼東西?
我們哪天想說來換個菜色 吃個牛排 羊小排什麼的
你可以嘗試著開這樣的菜單
通常當天吃完 晚上就會被營長找去夾 因為時間太短根本煮不熟
然後隔天拿到銷貨報告單 你看到透支兩三萬
當天晚上又會被營長夾一次 當週檢束

在這裡我精心歸納出一個相當重要的觀念
阿兵哥認為好不好吃 重點不在於食物的數量
或者烹調得精緻與否
而是『東西煮得夠不夠鹹 夠不夠甜』
一道很簡單的瓜仔肉燥不管絞肉放得再多 花瓜罐頭多脆
只要吃起來不夠鹹就失敗
反過來講 就算700人份的量 絞肉只放個10K
只要湯汁夠鹹可以配飯吃
阿兵哥就會跟你說：『幹?排A，你真有心』
是的 阿兵哥就是這麼好養
他們只喜歡調味料跟醬油 調味料跟醬油才是主菜
其他的菜只不過是配料
掌握了調味料跟醬油的搭配 你就能帶給阿兵哥幸福

舉例
我們最常開的一道主菜 滷雞排
因為作業時間短 好處理 七百多塊雞排放到鍋裡攪一攪
加醬油加滷包就OK
但是這樣鐵定有一些滷得不夠鹹
我們知道這個問題之後 這時我們開菜單就要用智慧
我們主菜的地方就不要寫滷雞排
我們可以寫黑胡椒雞排或是蘑菇雞排
雞排同樣滷熟
然後我們開黑胡椒調味罐頭或是義大利肉醬罐頭
把醬汁淋在雞排上 這樣就超鹹?
這邊要注意的是 每個人鹹淡口味不一
所以我們把調味罐頭發下去
叫各連打飯班自己處理 酌量讓每個人取用
依個人口味搭配 不喜歡吃太鹹的阿兵哥也可以不要加醬
這樣不僅外表看起來美觀 吃起來也夠鹹
這就是一道成功的主菜

另一方面 我們煮甜食也是要運用同樣的觀念
阿兵哥只吃糖 其他菜是配料
舉最簡單的薑湯 我們煮薑湯要把老薑拍扁
放鍋裡煮到水滾

這樣白開水才會煮出薑味
但是我們沒那麼多時間等水滾 尤其是下雨天
營長隨便吩咐一聲
『現在馬上煮薑湯，等一下叫新兵到餐廳拿。』
靠！ 七百人份 你講一講馬上就會出現
哩嘎林背動這小叮噹喔
這個時候 我們當然不能傻傻的等薑湯滾
快火加熱 不必等白開水喝起來有薑味
只要聞起來很香就可以
砂糖裝滿湯鍋1/4 一定要1/4 不然不夠甜
然後另外放一小鍋滾水把湯桶裡的砂糖溶掉
然後把薑湯全到進湯桶裡 700人份薑湯完成
整個過程約10分鐘
這樣子的薑湯聞起來很香 喝起來沒有薑味 只是熱糖水
但是夠甜 阿兵哥就會說：『幹！排A，你真有心』

緊接著和大家分享一些開菜單的心得
大家可以去看看翻一些飲食健康的雜誌或書籍
那有很重要的參考價值
要記住 只要是書上寫的有益身心健康的菜
全都不要開?一開馬上被幹醮申訴說菜不好
如果聽說什麼菜會導致高血壓 癌症 中風
糖尿病那些有的沒的
就是它！阿兵哥要的就是它！開就對了?

蒸的食物 除了饅頭之外 其他都不用想了
阿兵哥會給你比中指
油炸的食物 除了水果不要炸以外 其他都可以炸炸看
阿兵哥會給你拍手
我們開完菜單要由營輔導長批閱 營POA就很明白這個道理
我們開完菜單要由營輔導長批閱 營POA就很明白這個道理
所以會對我們的菜單作一些調整
請參照以下兩份菜單

O年O月O日午餐 原菜單

煎漢堡肉
炒青花菜
紅蘿蔔絲炒甘藍
烤小香腸
白菜豆腐湯
芭樂

O年O月O日午餐 改正後

紅燒漢堡肉
黑胡椒青花菜
臘肉甘藍
油炸小香腸
味增豆腐湯
洋香瓜

比較一下 我們發現

紅燒比煎得好
黑胡椒比炒得好
油炸比烤得好
味增比白菜好
洋香瓜比芭樂好

一樣的菜 調味料與煮法不同 感覺就會有差
水果部分 只要開比較甜的那種就對了

開菜單有時候也不能太簡單直接
比如說開一道玉米粒加紅白蘿蔔丁
這道菜就要叫『金玉滿堂』
開海帶絲、豆干絲、紅蘿蔔絲 就要叫『事事如意』

我們營POA喜歡想一些有的沒的 還要我配合
我上禮拜開菜單就故意寫了『豆腐三重奏』
靠...結果這次營POA在忙 看都沒看就批了
然後我下禮拜二就要把豆腐三重奏生出來
這禮拜我燒給伙房兵每人一片中華一番的漫畫
叫他們研究一下

我打算在最後一天來開個『大陸英雄銀河麵』加『母親太陽球炒飯』

給他亂煮一通試試看

我們有試煮過『開口笑的包子』、『爆炸鍋巴球』、『昇龍餃子』

他媽的?沒一樣有成�
這邊要注意一下 因為我本身四月一號就要待退
所以菜單可以這樣亂搞
役期還有兩個月以上的弟兄就不要輕易嘗試
不然會有當不完的兵

[轉貼]生活智慧王/大發現--以後爬樓梯都不會累喔!

Haha....my friend sent me this....it's a show from Taiwan teaching
people little techniques to make their lives a little easier...I find this
clip hilarious! Ever get tired of climbing stairs? Well there's a easy way out! Just grope your own ass while climbing....lol...don't believe me?
look at the video for proof.

Here's another one of my favorites....freshly brewed coffee and chocolate chip muffin for SGD2.50@Engin Trung Ngyuen Cafe....the auntie at the counter is so nice...always gives me lots of extra foam....haha...really perks me up for the day...great place to study too...too bad their coffee shop is set up in Engineering where the professors and students are alike...all very frugal and thrifty... 

Simples pleasures in life...

 


Here's the weasel coffee I was talking about..made from real weasels!
lol..just joking.....supposedly the name originated when the Vietnamese
found that java beans defecated from weasels/civets made extra good brews...
wonder where they got that idea from....well the theory is that the weasels
eat only the best beans, and as it passes out of their digestive system the
coffee bean is passed out whole and undigested....then pple take out the
beans from their droppings....ewwww...and wash it,remove the husk of the
bean and roast it...then grind it and serve it to u pple....in Vietnam
they like to serve coffee with the little sieve seen above in the pic...
the coffee grind is placed into the sieve and boiling water poured into
it and covered...5~6 minutes later ur weasel coffee is ready...Und das
schmekt sehr gut!Not too expensive as well...about SGD2.10 per...which
compared to what they charge for weasel coffee in Taipei(SGD10~20) is a
really good deal...so friends next time u walk past E2 Cafe give it a try!

Beside the cup is a egg mayo sandwich...schmeck sehr gut auch! I always
eat this when I'm there...(probably because I can't eat anything else..)
I like to keep stuff simple...乾嘉大家朱彝尊在小養錄裡說過：凡試庖人手段，
不需異珍也。一肉、一菜、一腐，庖人抱蘊立見矣。蓋三者極平易，極難出色也。

Above is an excerpt from this long dead scholar from the Qing dynasty...
roughly means'to judge whether one is a good cook,you don't have to use
precious ingredients...can tell from the simple stuff,which is the hardest
to perfect....'


陶?-蝴蝶....This song is dedicated to my friends and family who cared for me and helped me out when I'm feeling down...really appreciate it..makes me feel so warm inside and that I'm not alone in my struggle...

Built with my own 2 hands(well mostly...)

 


Can you believe that this small breadboard took me half a day to build and a few days to debug? Man I suck.....haha...but now mostly done liao...except for this damn LED that refuses to go out at the correct moment...well worse comes to worse I'll cover it up wif my hand so the TA won't see it....lol....Actually my lab presentation was today...but I got such a splitting headache from staying up all night that I couldn't go...so I went to the YIH clinic...hey did you know that common medicine like panadol and vitamins are free of charge? woohooo....free stuff!...no wait...I've already paid my health insurance...so at least I've made good use of the service..but I don't fall sick easily(we vegetarians are healthier than you carnivores out there..) Looking at my past blogs...man...I do bitch a lot...In retrospect I think I'm really fortunate already...but I guess I'm taking it for granted...human nature? dunno....though I don't think I can do much for the less fortunate..i guess i can start by not squandering the fine oppurtunities given to me.

Girls and Computers

Saw something real funny today...Guess girls and computers just cannot get along.....For my marketing module I have 3 girls on my project group...Today all three of them brought their laptops...Centrino laptops...but none had their wireless working....lol...funny thing is dat it took the laptops ages to boot up and was just very slow in every respect....the reason? a plethora of Trojan horses,loads of spyware and hijjacked IE,not to mention the constant stream of adware that keep popping up....and a look at their task manager showed that just after bootup their computer's have like 60+ processes running....and i'd say at least 10 processes are spyware....so they were like sitting in the lecture trying in vain to get their wireless to work while I look on with a smirk on my face....reminds me of my sister....haha....Well girls would be girls....

(wonder if such things happen to engineering girls...lol....oops...eng girls are probably categorized under males...)

X的勒!

哇靠.....這幾個禮拜還真是慘ㄚ......累的象條狗一樣....熬夜熬到天亮東西都還
做不玩......功課好像是countably infinite 一般.....所以說啦.....若看到我老是一副
你欠我一千萬的表情別介意ㄚ.....我心情差就是心情差,又不是小丑何必強顏歡笑呢?

這篇故意用繁體中文打 會去看的人應該不多吧 哈 這樣正好 有時想在blog上寫東西又不想讓人看到...
還真是矛盾阿....要不是我德文這麼憋腳我就會用德文寫.....最近有個功課是聽德文歌寫感想 沒想到
德文可以唱的那麼柔阿 德文在我印象中總是覺得較適合男生講(尤其像我這樣的猛男...姆哈哈哈~~~開個玩笑別介意) 但MTV我只能把第一首抓下來其他的都DOWNLOAD不下來....現在我PDA裡放了超多影片的....PDA 還真是好物阿....但我花家裡滿多錢的....還真是敗家子阿....還沒學會賺錢就花別人的錢花的那麼爽......套一句廣告辭:"阿母~~~~哇ㄟ報答妳!"....父母恩還真是怎麼還都還不完阿

靜思語是這麼說的:太陽光大，父母恩大，君子量大，小人氣大。

改天再把靜思語都貼上來.....

Talent Quest'05 Rocks! Good job Xiaolei!

Woooohooooo!!! Just went to Talent Quest '05....it really rocks! It's the definitive singing competition...best one I've ever seen..period! All of the contestants are soooo talented, I think that the judges really had a hard time judging...Among the best of them was this Malay guy who sang a song by All for One..can't recall for sure the song title...but he's gooood....with the 假音 抖音 轉音 and all the fancy stuff...if you close your eyes you'll probably think it's a voice of a black singer....so soulful and strong while being so gentle...haha...do I sound like a girl?

Compared to 心情溶劑 which I saw a few weeks ago, this was really way better, was actually quite surprised at Singapore's local talent....they are pretty good! Won't be surprised if some of them would be able to cut an album in a few years time...there were also a few singers from 木船民歌餐廳 as guest performers as well as S'pore Idol finalist Maia Lee. With talent like these,dunno why S'porean girls like stupid Tw boybands like 5566....haa...although they do help to cheat young S'porean girls of their parent's hard earned money...I really don't like 5566...oh and F4 for that matter as well.....sissies.....I don't watch tv much so I don't know what's the big fuss Maia Lee is about...but hey she's a real good performer...raspy husky voice...carries herself wif an air of confidence....if she's 10cm taller and a little prettier I think she'll be the next big thing...she sang a couple of english songs and Jay Chou's song "借口".....In the group category there was this group that really impressed me...there's this guy who could imitate a boombox reallly well...think that really impressed the judges...as well as their lively performance...this group went on to win the group category....Worth noting is this guy from NTU...real talented...he entered like 3 songs for the song writing competiton and was the guitarist for several other people....see him on stage until sian already....and the songs he wrote has catchy tunes and meaningful lyrics....definitely someone to watch...All in all the show was a little too long but every item was so good....Xiaolei, good job as organizer! It really went smoothly and was worth every cent...in retrospect if I knew the show was so good I should've asked more of my friends to go....Was probably one of the most happening events for me this sem...ha...prob. have no more excuse not to study since I've had enuf relaxation...another sleepless week ahead...lol...

Villlage People.....It's good to stay at the YMCA~~~~~~

Ever wonder why in the sitcom Friends they kept saying that 'Village People' are gay....haha....take a look at this video.....especially the guy decked out all in leather and the guy in front in the police uniform....lol....

No. 1 IKEA fan

Stuff I got from IKEA today..... 



My room really looks like IKEA show room now...haha...when I go in I just can't stop buying...I wanted to grab everything I see.....Rundown on the stuff I got from IKEA so far....Shoe Rack 3.95 Rug 3.95 Various cooking utensils 10 Mugs 90cents per ...
pillowcase 7.80 cushion 5.95 blah blah blah....and the list goes on and on.....

[轉寄]一篇感人的文章- 為人子女者必看......

朋友轉寄給我的好文 我看了感觸真的很深 有空多打電話回家吧,尤其是漂泊在海外的朋友們~~~
*嗚 可惡!眼睛又進沙了.............*

~~~~~~~~~~~~我是分格線~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


媳婦說：「煮淡一點妳就嫌沒有味道，現在煮咸一點妳卻說咽不下，妳究竟怎
麼樣？」母親一見兒子回來，二話不說便把飯菜往嘴裡送。她怒瞪他一眼。他試了一
口，馬上吐出來，兒子說：「我不是說過了嗎，媽有病不能吃太鹹！」「那好！媽是你的，以後
由你來煮！」媳婦怒氣沖沖地回房。兒子無奈地輕嘆一聲，然後對母親說：「媽，別吃了，我去煮個麵給妳。」「仔，你是不是有話想跟媽說，是就說好了，別憋在心裡！」

「媽，公司下個月升我職，我會很忙，至於老婆，她說很想出來工作，所以
....」母親馬上意識到兒子的意思：「仔，不要送媽去老人院。」聲音似乎在哀求。
兒子沉默片刻，他是在尋找更好的理由。

「媽，其實老人院並沒有甚麼不好，妳知道老婆一但工作，一定沒有時間好好
服侍妳。老人院有吃有住有人服侍照顧，
不是比在家裡好得多嗎？」「可是，阿財叔他....」


洗了澡，草草吃了一碗速食麵，兒子便到書房去。他茫然地佇立於窗前，有些
猶豫不決。母親年輕便守寡，含辛茹苦將他撫養成人，供他出國讀書。但她從不用年輕
時的犧牲當作要脅他孝順的籌碼，反而是妻子以婚姻要脅他！真的要讓母親住老人院嗎？他問自己，他有些不忍。

「可以陪你下半世的人是你老婆，難道是你媽嗎？」阿財叔的兒子總是這樣提
醒他。

「你媽都這麼老了，好命的話可以活多幾年，為何不趁這幾年好好孝順她呢？

樹欲靜而風不止，子欲養而親不在啊！」親戚總是這樣勸他。
兒子不敢再想下去，深怕自己真的會改變初衷。晚上，太陽收斂起灼熱的金光，躲在山後憩息。一間建在郊外山崗的一座貴族老人院。

是的，錢用得越多，兒子才心安理得。當兒子領著母親步入大廳時，嶄新的電視機，42吋的螢幕正播放著一部喜劇，但觀眾一點笑聲也沒有。


幾個衣著一樣，髮型一樣的老嫗歪歪斜斜地坐在發沙上，神情呆滯而有一個老人在自言自語，有個正緩緩彎下腰，想去撿掉在地上的一塊餅乾吃。


兒子知道母親喜歡光亮，所以為她選了一間陽光充足的房間。從窗口望出去，樹蔭下，一片芳草如茵。幾名護士推著坐在輪椅的老者在夕陽下散步，四周悄然寂靜得令人心酸。縱是夕陽無限好，畢竟已到了黃昏，他心中低低嘆息。

「媽，我....我要走了！」母親只能點頭。他走時，母親頻頻揮手，她張著沒有牙的嘴，蒼白乾燥的咀唇在囁嚅著，一副欲語還休的樣子。兒子這才注意到母親銀灰色的頭髮，深陷的眼窩以及打著細折滿佈皺紋的臉。母親，真的老了！


他霍然記起一則兒時舊事。那年他才6歲，母親有事回鄉，不便攜他同行，於是把他寄住在阿財叔家幾天。母親臨走時，他驚恐地抱著母親的腿，傷心大聲號哭道：「媽媽不要丟下我！媽媽不要走！」最後母親沒有丟下他。

他連忙離開房間，順手把門關上，不敢回頭，深恐那記
憶像鬼魅似地追纏而來。他回到家，妻子與岳母正瘋狂的把母親房裡的一切扔個不亦樂乎。身高3呎的獎杯──那是他小學作文比賽「我的母親」第1名的勝利品！英漢字典──那是母親整個月省吃省用所買給他的第1份生日禮物！還有母親臨睡前要擦的風濕油，沒有為她擦，帶去老人院又有甚麼意義呢？


「夠了，別再扔了！」兒子怒吼道。﹝這麼多垃圾，不把它扔掉，怎麼放得下我的東西﹞。岳母沒好氣地說。「就是嘛！你趕快把你媽那張爛床給抬出去，我明天要為我媽添張新的！」


一堆童年的照片展現在兒子眼前，那是母親帶他到動物園和遊樂園拍的照片。

「它們是我媽的財產，一樣也不能丟！」

「你這算甚態度？對我媽這麼大聲，我要你向我媽道歉！」

「我娶妳就要愛妳的母親，為甚麼妳嫁給我就不能愛我的母親？」

雨後的黑夜分外冷寂，街道蕭瑟，行人車輛格外稀少。一輛寶馬在路上飛馳，頻頻闖紅燈，陷黃格，呼一聲又飛馳而過。那輛轎車一路奔往山崗上的那間老人院，停車直奔上樓，推開母親臥房的門。他幽靈似地站著，母親正撫摸著風濕痛的雙腿低泣。

她見到兒子手中正拿著那瓶風濕油，顯然感到安慰的說：「媽忘了帶，幸好你拿來！」

他走到母親身邊，跪了下來。

「很晚了，媽自己擦可以了，你明天還要上班，回去吧！」

他囁嚅片刻，終於忍不住啜泣道：「媽，對不起，請原諒我！我們回家去吧
！」

~~後語~~

隨著自己愈長大，看著父母親臉龐從年輕變憔悴，頭髮從烏絲變白髮,動作從
迅捷變緩慢，多心疼！父母親總是將最好、最寶貴的留給我們，像蠟燭不停的燃燒自己，照亮孩子！而我呢？有沒有騰出一個空間給我的父母，或者只是在當我需要停泊岸時，才會想起他們..其實父母親要的真的不多，只是一句隨意的:
爸、媽，你們今天好嗎？
隨意買的宵夜，煮一頓再普通不過的晚餐，睡前幫他們蓋蓋被子，天冷幫他們添衣服、戴手套....都能讓他們高興溫馨很久。有時，我常在想：我希望我的子女以後如何對我。那現在，我有沒有如此對待我的父母？我相信，人是環環相扣的；現在，你如何對待你的父母；以後，你的子女就如何待你。

朋友，人世間最難報的就是父母恩，願我們都能：以反哺之心奉敬父母，以恩之心孝順父母！

~共勉之~



生命不要求我們成為最好的，只要求我們作最大的努力！

老人安養院牆上發現的一篇文章

孩子！當你還很小的時候，我花了很多時間，教你慢慢用湯匙、用筷子吃東西。
教你繫鞋帶、扣扣子、溜滑梯、教你穿衣服、梳頭髮、擤鼻涕。這些和你在一起的點點滴滴，
是多麼的令我懷念不已。所以，當我想不起來，接不上話時，請給我一點時間，
等我一下，讓我再想一想.....極可能最後連要說什麼，我也一併忘記。孩子！
你忘記我們練習了好幾百回，才學會的第一首娃娃歌嗎？是否還記得每天總要我絞盡腦汁，
去回答不知道你從哪裡冒出來的嗎？所以，當我重覆又重覆說著老掉牙的故事，
哼著我孩提時代的兒歌時，體諒我。讓我繼續沉醉在這些回憶中吧！切望你，
也能陪著我閒話家常吧！孩子，現在我常忘了扣扣子、繫鞋帶。吃飯時，會弄髒衣服，
梳頭髮時手還會不停的抖，不要催促我，要對我多一點耐心和溫柔，只要有你在一起，
就會有很多的溫暖湧上心頭。
孩子！如今，我的腳站也站不穩，走也走不動。所以，請你緊緊的握著我的手，
陪著我，慢慢的。就像當年一樣，我帶著你一步一步地走。
若為人子女也不懂得如何體諒他們，那他們便只能於痛苦中渡過餘生，黑暗中逝去....
請把此文章轉發給您的朋友，讓他們知道家人才是最重要的。愛情可以重新再找尋，但父母一生卻只有一個，要珍惜、珍重。

在此祝願天下父母親「身體健康，長命百歲」﹗﹗﹗

*願~[幸福]伴你走過一年中的[每一天]*

*願~[快樂]隨你渡過一天中的[每一時]*

*願~[健康]同你走過一時中的[每一分]*

*願~[平安]與你渡過每一分的[每一秒]*

Fruestuck in der Fruehe 


In case any of you're wondering...yes that's not ham, it's 'vegetarian ham'....

I've had such a lousy day......

Today I locked myself out of my room....again....this is like the 3rd time I've done it in 3 weeks....The first time was 2 weeks ago just when I came back from jogging and was going to take a shower....had my towel and locked my door....as I watched my door slam I realized I didn't have my key....Then there I was...sweaty and topless and locked out....Luckily uni students don't sleep so early and I was able to borrow a shirt from my kind levelmate so that I wouldn't shock the hell out of the female resident assistant on duty that night...lol....imagine her reaction if I knocked on her door at 1.45 am without a shirt...lol.....Then last Saturday I locked myself out again....And then today....waited for 2 hours for the damn door to be opened....I'm so mad at myself now....why am I so careless....lack of sleep perhaps...just like in the movie "The Machinist"...Wasted SGD$30 in fines for my carelessness...talk about money down the drain.....

Can't sleep...again....

Man....it's 2.40am and I'm blogging....crazy....and to think that less than 2 weeks ago I was still adverse to the idea of blogging.....Went to sleep at 1.30 today...kept tossing and turning...so might as well wake up and do sth useful....today I meet my long lost primary school as well as secondary school classmate Alan(flew to sg for business trip from Perth)....haha..such a coincidence....we din even know that we would be going to s'pore...then meet in ACS(I)...and then both in Australia for a while...haha....fate works in funny ways...Had a nice lunch and chat with him.....hey btw Alan...nice car!!!....I'll not post the foto here coz of my extremely sunburned face...dun wanna scare the children away....this is a family site...lol.....Can't wait for the day when I finally finish school and start to work...been like a leech feeding of my parents for so long already...feel so guilty that I'm not able to contribute yet....gonna be 22 this year..normally in Taiwan guys my age would be graduating soon...and I'm still stuck in 2nd yr....and struggling while at it....Totally lost...don't know what the future bodes for me....Well I guess "Das Glueck is mit dem Tuechtigen"(Fortune favors the bold!)....so I guess I'll just march on...

Mein Abendessen fuer heute 

Man......this was really a tiring weekend.....i'm so shagged....On Friday I only got off my lessons at 8pm...and by the time I finished dinner and dragged my tired ass to my room I'm too spent to do anything else coz i've only had like 3~4hrs sleep a day for the past week...Well on Saturday I played basketball for 6 hrs from 8 am to 2pm...it was the NUS 3on3 Basketball Challenge...hmm...how should I put it? Ok...it was a challenge...lol....They should really ban IVP players and coaches from playing to level the playing field a little....I had good teammates and we were able to reach the quarterfinals...and then we met the tough guys...the opposing team had 2 players above 186cm at least...and man...they are big...so as the taller guy on my team...i get the lovely task of taking the big guy....lol...it was a slaughter...this US coach whoz currently coaching the NUS varsity team was guarding me...I was able to get off a 3 pointer before he started to smother me with his defence....and then I just got shut down...final score? 23-8....Well at least we did our best,what can I say? It was fun while it lasted though....I had to meet my friend at the S'pore IT Show so I
went off...and what's our reward for participation? A no-brand shoebag...to be shared among 5 pple....lol....guess it's the 'participaton' that counts.....

Later at the IT show....I realized how people can die from getting trampled on...my gosh....I think like half of Singapore was there....among them lots of senior citizens...wonder if they can appreciate the stuff shown...or that they are just there to pay for the stuff...-_-|||....Went with my friend David from NYU...haha....took him in lots of roundabouts no thanks to me....after the show there were too many pple waiting for the shuttle bus so we decided to walk to City Hall...bad choice....all the escalators on the overhead bridges were malfunctioning and the whole place is just jampacked with pple like sardines in a can....the walk which normally took 15 mins took us almost a half hour...there were no seats on the mrt so we stood all the way to Clementi...and at the bus interchange there were like 50+ pple waiting for 96 so we decided to take a cab....at the taxi queque we found that there were like 30 pple waiting for cabs just as it started raining....lol....so we went to take 96 again....Sorry David haha...guess I'm not too good at making decisions.......Really felt I needed to relax so I bought a six-pack along with my groceries on my way back....hey don't get all judgemental ok....this is like my 1st beer in months....a beer and a hot dinner after basketball and showering just feels great....but eating my own cooking isn't...haha....really missed my Mom's cooking...been a long time since a loved one cooked a meal for me.....luckily I have my vegetarian goodies and my Mom's homemade kimchi to save myself from eating stuff I cooked all by myself...it's relaxing to cook sometimes though...gives you time to think....hmmm....better get back to studying...next week is project+lab+midterm hell all over agin......

I've just been 'BeNQed'!!!

 


Today is the first day of CeBIT Consumer electronics trade show@Hannover,Germany...
Saw the online exhibition on some website....And I have to say this....GOOD JOB BENQ!
My God...this lcd screen is really gorgeous...would do anything short of robbery to get my hands on this baby....
I've noticed this company in 2001 when it first started up selling CD-burners....That time I was thinking..where is this company with the purple logo from? A few years later I found out that Benq is a Taiwanese company...I was rather suprised....Benq...a spin-off from Acer that separated in 2001 to form its own brand...is now almost larger than Acer in just less than 4 short years.....Remarkable acheivement considered the challenges of the previous years caused by the downturn of the economy. Benq is one of the few companies(other than Asus and several others..) that really care about industrial design and not just features and functionally and price/function ratio that most Taiwanese electronics companies put emphasis on....

I think its great that there's finally someone with a vision to see throught just being OEM/ODM for foreign companies and try to develop a strong brand.In this trend of cost down all the way,there's just no future in OEMs....infinite loop of mutual throat-cutting btw rival companies...Creating a strong brand identity is the way to go. A few years back there was a line in the movie Armaggedon that I remembered vividly....in that scene the Russian cosmonaut was in the Mir space station trying to repair a piece of American equipment....unable to fix it...Crazy Ivan here just stomped madly on the box...when his American counterparts yelled at him saying that's not how they fix stuff....he replied " American components..Russian components..All made in Taiwan...." I wasn't real happy after hearing that comment...Though it's meant as a joke...I think that it reflects the mentality that foreigners in general have in their opinion on Taiwanese products...shoddily made and break down easily...(which btw I think is total BS..) Also, Taiwan always had the image of being a 'COPY CAT KINGDOM'....Ok granted that there are a few companines who are copy cats....but hey don't condemn everyone else for that....why not take a look in mainland China or the rest of Asia where the software piracy rate can be as high as 98%?(Not to mention brands like 'NlKE with the l' or 'Addias') The US can really be an ass when it comes to copyright issus...I mean ....of course IP is important...but you should crack down on it fairly and not just pinpoint Taiwan...dude....look at mainland China...don't think there's any private user willing to use original Windows voluntarily...don't just bully us coz we might need your protection against the Commies...Woo.....back to the subject....

In 2001 Benq started out manufacturing optical drives,moniters,keyboards and mice...Now their product line carry many diverse products...ranging from 72" rear projection TVs to ultra-sleek laptops as well as 3G phones and mp3 players...talk about progess...Well guess now's a good time to buy Benq's stock if you're into the stock market...I see a bright future for this company.....

P.S. now I'll try to blog in English as often as possible for the benefit of my beloved sister Tina in the US who unfortunately still can't figure out how to read the chinese font on webpages despite repeated instructions on how to do it....haha

From now on.....School would be crazy busy for me........refer to above sketch for an example of what my expression is like......Man....today I did my EE2012 mid-terms and German Oral Test.....EE2012 went ok but my German Oral.....well let's just say that perhaps I should stick to speaking English if I ever go to Germany.....my Oral test really went terribly....not just stuttering...but literally freezing up...with Frau Ritter looking at me wif a quizzical expression....Arrrgh.....haha...hope it's the same for everyone so that my incompetence wouldn't be so obvious*evil grin*......Going to IT Fair tomorrow....initially didn't want to go but Microsoft made me a offer I can't refuse....Bluetooth mouse wif dongle for SGD75....that's like half price! even when compared to the price in Taiwan....Damn....have been spending too much money....guess I would live more frugally for the next 3 months....Can't wait for the day I can actually earn my own bread and butter and finally contribute instead of always receiving.....Going to play in NUS 3on3@9am at SRC...which is in just a couple hours time....hope I still have my shooting touch from last week.....lol....or else I would just look real stupid....coz defence and rebounding ain't my forte..... 

轉網路新聞。。。。

無尾熊遭撲殺　撼全球
【TVBS新聞 】
接下來這個畫面，對某些人來講可能看了會覺得很慘忍！在台灣深受大人小孩喜愛的無尾熊，因為在澳洲的袋鼠島上無尾熊數量實在太多，當地居民展開大撲殺，2萬多隻毫無反擊能力的無尾熊，在鏡頭面前活活斷氣，這個畫面震撼了全球，我們有獨家畫面！

被五花大綁的無尾熊，極力掙脫，脖子流著血，只能發出陣陣哀嚎，一隻隻無尾熊被裝進麻布袋裡，哀嚎痛苦聲，讓人聽了，相當不忍。

澳洲袋鼠島上的無尾熊，5年來因為數量成倍數成長，當地尤佳利樹快被吃光了，居民深受其擾，忍無可忍，決定不顧政府反對，要來個大撲殺2萬隻無尾熊，瞬間成為刀下亡魂。

無尾熊在澳洲是保護類動物，當地政府也極力將氾濫的無尾熊往內陸運送，不過一次只能送20隻，緩不濟急，加上結紮速度，趕不上無尾熊繁衍後代的速度，讓當地居民很頭痛。

屠殺無尾熊的畫面曝光後，引起全球震驚，在當地，槍殺無尾熊是要面對2年牢獄之災，不過，對當地居民來說，除非這些無尾熊不再飽暖思淫慾，否則政府也無法，保障牠們的生命安全了。
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一樣是無尾熊,住在台灣的好命多了.....

媽的勒。。。林爸去澳洲苦讀一學期連隻無尾熊都沒看到。。。。你們多到給我撲殺？
阿不會送一隻給我喔。。。可憐的動物。。。利益跟人類起衝突就會被撲殺。。。

我到澳洲時得知她們每年都有一段時間給大家殺袋鼠 , 因為袋鼠太多了農作物被吃的晶光。。。

袋鼠其實也很可愛 , 你拿餅干給牠吃牠會像一隻老鼠用小手拿起來啃 。。。

人類果然是地球最大的害蟲啊。。。－＿－｜｜｜

呵呵。。。。剛看到有些網友的回應真的超爆笑

ｅｇ.　　幹嘛殺?
賣到台灣不就得了?
一隻賣三萬塊,澳洲人不削翻了?

謎之聲.....&^%$#

什麼?台灣沒那麼多尤加利樹
去....把牠當熊貓養就好了
餓牠三天,看牠吃不吃竹子!!。。。。。。。哈哈我笑到肚子痛。。。
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The difference 8 years makes....

These are the photos taken when I was 13 and when I was 21....Is there a big difference? Not to me....I think that my face is just a bit thinner while my facial features remain the same....It's funny though....coz when I met my primary school classmates in Sydney they couldn't recognize me at all....lol....guess I'll always be remembered as a fat guy....Wonder what I would look like in another 8 years?...And what would I be doing with my life 8 years later? Well...just have to wait and see I guess.... 

網路文章又一篇

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轉自pcdvd某大的言論

看自己要不要唸書吧
想努力向上的話 沒有人會阻礙你的

台大我上到現在 大概只有一成左右的課會點名
老師多半都認為台大自由校風
而且學生自己念就都很厲害了 沒有必要點名
我之前的蹺課率大概都在7~8成
可是我會自己唸書阿＠＠v 有上課沒上課對我的影響不大

有些情況是很難迴避的
某種程度上 台清交成的水準 的確是比科大遠高出很多（除了台科之類的）
起碼單就英文好了 我身邊的人多是英文隨便考都超高的那種
通常法語都還會去學 甚至還有法語德語日語都學的同學Orz

不是要比較什麼＠＠
而是這是現實 可以在那麼多人當中被挑出來到台大或是清交的學生
或許裡頭會有一些運氣好而混上來的 但是絕大部分都是底子硬不然就是頭腦好的
這是現實 老闆知道 大家都知道 大學是有很大的程度差距的
但是這不是不能改變的阿！

我也有認識大學聯考時成績很糟糕 但是大學四年努力唸書研究所考到台大的學長
只要你肯拼 要掛上個台清交成絕對不是問題
但是你不肯拼的話 自然人家會把你的程度列為較低階的
阿自己都不肯拼了 還怪別人還怪社會什麼呢＠＠？

不過有時候要適度即可 拼歸拼 但是不要超出自己能力太多
念了台大最大的收穫就是 你會認識很多怪物級的同學
以前在學校叱吒風雲的人物 到了台大也不過是茫茫人海中的一人
應該要以挑戰自己能力的最上限為目標 至於學校 只要你的努力和能力都達到了自然就有了

不過我也對大學教育很失望啦Orz
念了台大失望更大 不像我想像中的大學那樣....

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想要不被人家看扁
把自己的實力＋努力拿出來
不然是活該被看扁 比較殘忍一點就是這樣?

我也聽過朋友說他們老師洩題劃必考重點等等
結果弄了半天 一堆人不念就是不念
你自己要放棄自己 ＠＠ 那也沒話可說了....

我認識的老師 有的在技職體系教書或是比較後段的學校
他們有時候會很無奈的說 不是他們想要嚴格還是怎樣子
而是要教基本的 沒人學 沒人理
考試考稍微難一點的 學生一堆人寫不出來 當掉太多人學校還會關切
所以最後他們就是放水 隨便
反正你們自己不念 我老師還是照領薪水 到時候出去你什麼都不會是你的事

刻板印象每個人都有阿 不用太在意這個
就像大家都會說 什麼台大保護台大生之類的
其實去查一下台大研究生裡頭 私立學校的有多少就知道了
保護是難免啦 但是也沒多離譜
台大大學生本來就比較強勢了 他四年前贏你一次 四年後要再贏你一次的機率不低阿

我就是從南部上來的高中生 台南一中畢業
不過我周遭沒聽過有任何人去念技職體系的學校
有台清交成念 幹嘛去念其他的＠＠ 我們班上是一票成大的....超多 = =b
如果是研究所的話 那台科北科到是有聽說過

學歷是第一門檻阿 要不然企業幹嘛要用學歷挑人呢
換個角度想
你認為你有實力 那企業會認為 你既然有實力 那為何沒有好的學歷？
雖然這不是完全正相關 但是這是個指標阿
說什麼實力最重要 人際最重要
我不否認 但是我認識的企業長輩都跟我說
如果連第一關的學歷都通不過了 你憑什麼要讓人家相信你有實力？

可能講得很偏頗 請見諒Orz
我只是想說 如果你真的很有自信 也覺得自己很有能力
那就努力表現自己的能力 去拿到個好學歷
可以讓你的路順暢很多 而不會在那邊說什麼人家只收台清交成政
也可以讓自己的能力有更多的機會表現阿?

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看過後覺得滿有道理的.....同樣的說法也可套用在NUS上.....

最近很喜歡聽的一首歌

BEE GEES樂團

老歌才是王道啊......真是百聽不厭!


HOW DEEP IS YOUR LOVE

I know your eyes in the morning sun
I feel you touch me in the pouring rain
And the moment that you wander far from me
I wanna feel you in my arms again

And you come to me on a summer breeze
Keep me warm in your love and then softly leave
And it's me you need to show ....

How deep is your love? I really need to learn
'Cause we're living in a world of fools, breaking us down
When they all should let us be
We belong to you and me

I believe in you, you know the door to my very soul
You're the light in my deepest darkest hour
You're my saviour when I fall
And you may not think I care for you
When you know down inside that I really do
And it's me you need to show ....

REPEAT CHORUS TWICE

How deep is your love? (how deep is your love?) ......

Argh......can't get free hosting for songs....anyone know a good webhosting?

好詩一首..........(其實不是詩,是首元曲)

枯藤老樹昏鴉 ,小橋流水人家。
古道西風瘦馬。夕陽西下,斷腸人在天涯。

元人馬致遠一首天淨沙(秋思),只廖廖數語,
便將人在天涯的秋愁刻畫得淋漓盡致。

我自己當然沒有"斷腸人"那麼誇張.......
但這詩的意境很符合我現在的心境.......

p.s. google 還真是好用ㄚ......要找什麼都有.....

Here's an 'artistic' foto....lol...taken near my Mom's old school at Yang Ming Shan...where my Granda lives 

從網路上轉來的文章....挺有意思的.....看看吧!

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相信我，你沒有！　　　　／ 洪蘭

我平日習慣一邊吃飯，一邊看報，因為吃飯時，口在忙，手在忙，但是眼睛是閒著，邊吃邊看的話，全身器官都不浪費。

所以我一向是充分利用時間，嘴在努力增加我身體的營養，

眼睛在努力增加我大腦的營養。


那天，正在啃饅頭時，眼睛在聯副上突然掃瞄到「黃春明」三個字。

黃春明先生是我最尊敬的人，因為他擇善固執，為理想，有千萬人吾往矣的勇氣，所以我立刻集中注意去讀他的東西。


讀完，難過得不得了，連嘴裡的一口饅頭都忘了咀嚼。

天下想要自殺的孩子都應該先來看一看這篇《國峻不回來吃飯》的小詩。

看看一個作爸爸的人如何用日常生活的語言輕描淡寫地說出心中無可言喻的痛。


我小時候看〈販馬記〉李奇哭監時，

有一句「人生三苦：幼年喪父，中年喪夫，老年喪子」。

黃春明不老，但喪子之痛不論任何年齡層的感受都一樣。

這篇文章是生命教育最好的材料，真該收入國文課本，

讓所有孩子都讀到。


詩一開始說，

國峻，我知道你不回來吃晚飯，我就先吃了，

媽媽總是說等一下，等久了，她就不吃了，

那包米吃了好久了，還是那麼多，還多了一些象鼻蟲。』


不知道的人讀起來沒什麼，完全是爸爸在跟兒子說話，

但是知道的人，悚然一驚，因為國峻用他的手結束了自己的生命，

是永遠不會再回來吃飯了。


爸爸比較能接受事實：知道你不回來，

所以我就不等你，先吃了。

媽媽卻是無法承受這個打擊，滴水不沾，

家裡的米不但沒少，放久了，還變多了，多了些象鼻蟲。

看到這裡就讀不下去了，可憐天下父母心哪！


再下去，『媽媽知道你不回來吃飯，她就不想燒飯了，

她和大同電鍋也都忘了，到底多少米要加多少水？我到今天才知道，媽媽生下來就是為你燒飯的，現在你不回來吃飯，媽媽什麼事都沒了，媽媽什麼事都不想做，連吃飯也不想。』


孩子不在了，作母親的也就沒有燒飯的慾望了。

大部分的中國母親都是為子女而活，挽著菜籃上市場時，

想的都是孩子愛吃什麼，先生愛吃什麼，

所以爸爸到今天才知道，媽媽生下來是為兒子燒飯的，

兒子不回來，媽媽就什麼事也不想做，連飯也不想吃了。


我想起我要考大學聯考時，我媽媽很擔心我會在考試時生病，

影響考試成績，那時台灣還沒有冷氣，夏天天氣熱，

晚上都是開電風扇睡覺，母親擔心我吹電扇不蓋被會著涼，

所以一直交代要蓋被，因為她先睡，我後睡，

所以母親常常晚上睡一睡爬起來看一下，

有時我還沒睡，專心做功課時，會被背後突然出現的聲音嚇一跳，

忍不住抱怨，叫她不要管我，母親總是說「媽媽生下來就是要管你們的」。


看到黃春明的詩才了解，的確，媽媽生下來就是為了孩子忙的，

沒有孩子，也就沒有了人生目標，什麼都不想做，連飯也不想吃了。


第二段說『國峻，一年了，你都沒有回來吃飯，』

口氣有點哀怨，如果一個兒子一年都不回家吃飯，

父母是要埋怨的，可是誰想到國峻去的是一個有去無回，

不可逆轉的旅程呢？

我在家炒過幾次米粉請你的好友，』黃家的炒米粉是有名的，

『來了一些你的好友，但是袁哲生跟你一樣，他也不回家吃飯了，』

這麼輕描淡寫的幾個字「不回家吃飯」，讀起來卻是這麼的傷痛。


「回家吃飯」一向是歸屬感的指標，

八○年代在美國看過一個片子《歸心似箭》，

一個傷兵脫了隊，千山萬水就為回家，家的吸引力比地球磁場還強。


不回家吃飯了，不是不想回家吃飯，而是再也回不來吃飯了。

自殺的朋友，在投環的那一剎那，有沒有想過再也不能回家吃飯了呢？

我們知道你不回來吃飯；就沒有等你，也故意不談你，

可是你的位子永遠在那裡，

一個永遠是空的位子，父母是觸景傷情，怎麼吃得下飯呢？


朋友笑他愛吃醋，飯菜都加了醋，

黃春明說「天大的冤枉，望著那個空位，叫誰不心酸？」

兒子永遠地不能回來吃飯了，山珍海味，對父母來說，

吃到嘴裡都是滿嘴的辛酸。


看到這裡，國峻，我想拿大杖揍你，你怎麼可以對你的父母做出這種事呢？

你難道不知道死者已矣，生者長戚戚嗎？

你何忍讓你的父母身受這種思念的煎熬呢？

要知道那個心中的空位是沒有人可以替代的。

所有動過自殺念頭的朋友，請把這首小詩剪下來，

放在你的皮夾裡，當你想做傻事時，拿出來看一下，

你以為你瀟灑地走了，你沒有。

One more pic with sympathy face....lol....man i am bored.....
p.s....note the difference in eye size...haha

Today I've sent out my application for RA in KFH....hope I get it....if not I'll try to get the sympathy of the pple in OSA with this expression....lol.... 

KFH夜未眠.....

嗯.......現在已經差不多失眠3個禮拜了......這種事平常還真少
發生啊! 呵呵.....一般我都是怎麼叫都叫不醒.....是心事嗎?
是學校的壓力嗎? 老實說我真的不知道......

這學期初我作了個很重大的決定,定下心後的感覺還真是不錯啊!
那件事讓我做什麼都更有決心,我從來沒想過我的心態可以如此的
主動積極.....讓我有一種天不怕地不怕的感覺! 有一段話是這麼講的
......(出處我懶的去查)...."自反而不縮，雖褐寬博，吾不惴焉；
自反而縮，雖千萬人吾往矣。"

還真的是我心情的寫照ㄚ! 這麼踏實的感覺已經很久都沒有過了...
接下來的幾個禮拜考試, lab,deutschsprache
oral prufung,projects 會如同排山倒海一般的氣勢向我撲來.......

Well.....bring it on! I am not afraid!

Muhahahah~~~~~~This week is such a good week for
me in terms of basketball....My feel for the ball was really
great!!! Felt like I can make any shot.....haha....this feeling
doesn't come by easily....and fortunately I've had it for the
whole week!!!
有點把我隊友和對手都打傻了......呵呵....高中打比賽時有這
麼準就好了....My teammates and opponents were amazed!
I can't believe it myself.....Great stress reliever....felt so
refreshed even though I've only slept like 8 hours in 3 days...

here's a retro pic....my parents 20+ yrs ago...I look exactly like my Dad(without retro hairdo...) when I'm fat.... 

My sister Tina in Montana....taking in the scenery... 

at NJC with Mom....(and yes...you can see that I like that shirt a lot) 

Downtown Sydney 

In the new HK airport...on the way to Australia....just after my jc days... 

another one at the Opera House with different angle 

Me@Sydney Opera House 

Me@Bondi Beach 

突然心血來潮.......

最近有很多朋友問我......你有blog 嗎?
我回答沒有.....我一向不是喜歡趕流行的人.....
對人或事情都比較慢熱....
而且我不喜歡將我私人的情感公諸天下...
不過換個角度想想....
網路世界也沒人知道我是誰?
將我的內心情感向網路吶喊又有何彷呢?
這就是我心情聚落blog的濫觴.....so here goes....